i call it round 2 you see, because its not the first time this has happened to me. you think i would learn from my mistakes, but the kinda guy who loves the high stakes. with my heart on the line i raise the bet. only half thinking, half comtemplating, if its right yet. i follow my heart, not my brain. i refrain, from rationaltiy that only provides constrain. live for the moment i say, live for every second, every minute, every hour of this day. when its gone, what will we have? nothing more than ourselves, just a shell, long for the insides that give us our fill. i sick of always wondering, WHAT IF? what if we tried harder? what if i was smarter? what if i told you i love you? what if we did those things id never said i do?
what if i told you that you were the only thing i think about, in the dark of night when the lights are out? what if i said that making love to you, was like making love to angel, a feeling i never knew. till i met you. one thousand heartbearts per minutes in your presence, but im still ticking, i get high off of your essence. i can see, you and me, in 5 years still together, holding hands, making plans, through all the storms we weather. indesructable, a term id like to use, to the describe the bond i hope we never lose. i know your leaving soon, but here in the light of the moon. i wish youd stay, me and you could move away. to the city, we could have our own place, somewhere on the east side, or even outer space. it doesnt matter, where or when just say there word and im there.